The dreaming state
(Mind) is like the second state of the river, the subtle body of the
river. There it becomes apparent, and it becomes apparent also in
the wakeful state (body). You know, your wakeful state is like the
state of the river when it is upon the plains, the gross body of the
river. There the Sun shines clearly; it was shining clearly upon the
glaciers, but it reflects its image only in the stream; in the muddy
river is the image of the Sun seen; so in your wakeful state, the
image of the Sun is also seen.
This
egoism—I do this, I do this, I am this, I am that, all this
egoism—this selfish apparent self makes its appearance in the
wakeful state also. But you see there is a difference in the ego of
your dreamland and the ego of your wakeful state. In your dreamland
the ego which has been to you as the reflection or shadow of the
true Atman or God, is fickle, changeable, vague, unsettled, hazy;
exactly as the reflection of the Sun in the stream when it is upon
the mountains is vague, meandering, changeable; and in your wakeful
state this ego is definite, permanent, as in slow stream, slow
river, when it is flowing upon the plains.




The irony is the reflection of the Sun take claims that it is the real
Sun, and it was who that melted the glaciers and formed the streaming
mountains and now it is the one that is floating on this river. "I" "I"
"Mine" is the way this Ego reflection uses the maximum. One's you realize
your true Self, then you understand what a fool this Ego was, claiming all
work to itself. The biggest foolishness was to think that it was floating on
the river and it was part of the river. In reality it was not the river, its
reflection just fell on the river. The Ego is mere a reflection and has no
substance in reality.
But this reflection does not want to away. The Ego does not like to think
that it is a reflection. it tries all means to protects its false identity.
To achieve this it makes all the concepts and tries to prove its reality.
This is what we see in this world that is happening. It tries to establish
its power in every means and moments of life.